I am humbled by all of your comments-I was never seriously wanting for anyone to feel guilty about not writing in.
I realize, rather than telling, I should have asked if we should discontinue this blog--after all it belongs to you now just as well.
I am going through a really rough spell...all those tears I could not release from July 4th till now are draining through. I literally cannot stop crying. Kai, that wonderful, sweet Kai will blog for awhile to let you know of Caleb's continued progress, and I am assuming Jenny will as well. Max, as you remember, is the strong and silent type.
I will be back as soon as I can hold it together. I need this!
Thank you Beth for the reminder that things can always get worse, as they did for your family. I once remember saying that as well- and that is how I have come to know that I need to just breath deeply again and trust...I have lost perspective.
And to all the rest of you who wrote in..you are @%&*****+++%%%$$$$$$$###### ing amazing.
And to the rest of you who chose not to write in-- the same applies!
Thanky you all for being there. mumsie
PS. to Blackbird- I hope we have that talk.